Our Last Day Together :(

Bros for Life.

Best friends forever.

Jelena and I had plans to spend the day together today. I was going to pick her up at one but she messaged me before I left saying that her card isn't working today and that it will start working again tomorrow. I told her "That's okay! We can just go to Braums and pay in coins since you wanted to get rid of them anyway" So I collected all my silver change and went to pick her up. We went to Braums and ate our usual (Two scoops of chocolate ice cream with Almonds for Jelena, and Heath Bar for me) We payed the little over four dollars in change and stayed there for awhile just talking and eating. While I was leaving the parking lot, I saw City Bites and I was like YESSS we should get pumpkin cookies! (Jelena had never been to City Bites) So we walked in and no one came out to help us and we were like SANDWICHES...YES!? So we went to subway!! We eat got a six inch and again, paid the entire $8.12 in nothing but dimes/nickels/quarters/pennies. It was so funny because we had to count out every single dollar before we paid! We ate really fast and then on the way back to my car we just kind of looked at each other and said we were thirsty! We drove to 7/11 and got big gulps!(again paying in change) and went to the park! We had decided last night that we would make a music video for the song Call Me Maybe! So we spent about four hours at the park recording stuff for the music video! It was fun! We, then, came back to my house and took over 200 pictures on my webcam! She came to my room and helped me finish packing for Nashville. As it came around 9:30 we decided we should go. We went to the Walmart for a last minute shopping trip and then I took her home. We hugged about a thousand times and waved and blew kisses and said goodbye. 

I got home and saw this on my Facebook :

"I just want to tell you that I am dying right now, and that I love you more than you could even imagine, and I already miss you and I just saw you wrote on my wall, and we're writing to each other at the same time, and I don't know what else I could say. You've been the best friend that somebody could ever have. 6 months, but it feels like it's been a life in those 6 months. I love you, andddd I am too messy right now to say anything else.
♥"

This is what I replied :

"Driving away from your house was probably one of the hardest things I have ever had to do, because we don't really know when we will get to see each other again. I love you so much and I am so thankful that you are in my life. You are so special to me and I miss you so much already. I can't believe it has only been six months, because I feel like we have been friends/bros for my entire life. When I was reading what you wrote me I started crying :( I love you. ♥"

I wish that we didn't have to say goodbye. I wish that I would be able to just drive to her house whenever I wanted. We will write letters and Skype and Facebook, but it will never be the same as it was this last six months. While I am so sad, and almost wish this hadn't happened so we wouldn't have to endure "goodbyes", I am thankful for these last six months that I have gotten to spend with this lovely lady, more than anything.  <3

The funny thing is, neither of us started this year expecting to get close to anybody.

Little did we know, we would find each other.