Bring me Carolina

     The last few days have been good<3 I'm enjoying my last tastes of Summer until we meet again next year. I keep finding myself staying up late watching sad movies, and I'm not quite sure what that is saying about me right now! hah! Nonetheless, I think it is a good thing. The wonderful thing about movies, is that you can let yourself feel sad for a couple hours and then you can come back into real life and do productive things and be happy. I think those two hours of letting yourself be sad are crucial though. They may be the only thing keeping me sane at this point. Yesterday I spent the day with Kayla and it was lovely. We got passion berry tea from Starbucks and listened to the Avett Brothers with the windows rolled down. It was good and then I came home and watched The Vicar of Dibley with my mom until she decided to go to bed. But, again I found myself not really tired enough to go to sleep and not really awake enough to do anything else. So I turned out all the lights and watched Blue Valentine. That movie was so good, but so so sad. I didn't cry or anything like that, I don't really think it was that kind of sad. It was the kind of sad that just makes you ache inside. I guess yesterday was actually a pretty weird day looking back on it! But it was how I like to spend my days and so that was nice. I just really want to go on a road trip though...I want to go to South Carolina. Maybe someday I will do that, go on a road trip to Charleston and go to the beach and eat crab and read a good book. That sounds good, doesn't it? I just want to know why everyone writes songs about Carolina. Bring me an ocean; bring me mountains; bring me cold fresh air and warm nights in bed and I will bring you a melody that will make your heart break and swoon all at the same time. I just need something to go on, so bring me Carolina.