Today was red lipstick. Today was having your hair in a bun. Today was hair ribbons and gray t-shirts. I'm feeling more content with how everything is recently. I am just ready to be in a new place. I can't wait to go to New York this Summer and be in a school that is filled with passionate people. I am depending on God to provide a place for me to stay and money for everything to be possible. I know He can provide because He has before. I have faith. I have been reading Uncle Tom's Cabin for my APUSH class and I have completely fallen in love with the book. It is so good! The characters are incredible, I have cried reading this book, I have rooted for certain people and I have found a new trust in God. Life is good, you guys. Don't forget that.
Also, today, I deleted all the messages on my phone between him and me. It was a step I needed to take, but it was a step I needed to take slowly. It is hard dealing with the fact that everything happened like this, and that we haven't talked since October, but maybe it is for the best, ya know? Maybe this is a good thing. It is just hard to see that sometimes, because I still miss my best friend, but this is how it is now. I cannot let someone I care about treat me terribly and let them think that is okay to treat me terribly. I had to draw the line, but I drew it with a concrete hand. I will just get some more songs out of it and deal with it the only way I know how.
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