Endings

PPSD : Post Production Sadness Disorder, Anyone who has ever been in a production knows what I'm talking about. When you are in a show, you spend two or so months with the same people for four hours everyday...doing the things that you all love, acting and singing. You get to know people and sometimes thats good and sometimes it isn't but you all have this mutual respect for each other because you are all working towards the same thing. You all want to have an amazing show. During performance week the cast usually goes out to eat together after the show, and that is one of my favorite things. You get to think about all the things you have been working for, for the last two months and see how it all payed off during the performance. On the last performance, while we all circle up the seniors get to say something, this being their last performance. I told myself I wasn't going to cry, but I have gotten so close to some really amazing people this year and it is so sad to me that they are leaving. There were 17 seniors in musical this year...And every single one of them is dear to my heart. One of my best friends, Addison is graduating this year...along with my new found friend Jelena...She leaves to go back to Serbia in about 90 days. There were so many memories made during this show and I can't even explain to you how much they mean to me. I love these people to death. And I hate hate hate when things end. It is always the worst part of everything...the ending. But I am still thankful for every single second I got to spend with the cast of Willy Wonka. So my heart is a little heavy today, the final day...after striking and everything. But I wouldn't change anything about it.