FYE Shopping Spree :)

FYE is this little music store in Oklahoma City that I have grow up going to. My dad and I will spend hours there, looking through music and listening to music<3 We walk in and separate, he goes and finds what he is looking for and I find what I'm looking for...and usually, in both cases, we find way more than we were looking for! haha! I bring him all my findings and we decided what I can get and what we will someday buy online. It is kind of an unspoken agreement between us. Anyway, we went there today, and these are my prizes :) My dad bought 17 other Cd's that I now have the pleasure of putting on the computer :/ Haha! Ohh Well, it is my way of thanking him I guess :) We also went to go see The Avengers! It was sooooo good!!! <3

So I am spending the rest of the night reading Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets while putting 17 Cd's on the computer and then watching the first season of The Walking Dead! I'm trying to keep my mind of things, and this is the only thing I know to do. Everything is too fresh to write a song about it right now, so I'm letting my mind go other places and trying to figure out how to heal a little bit. I don't quite know how to handle myself right now. So, I am going to watch, and listen, and read about other people's problems and ignore mine for awhile longer. Friday night Sabrina and I watched Seven Pounds, and I didn't cry...because I knew if I did then I would stop crying for the movie and start crying for everything else...Sabrina on the other hand was bawling! Then Saturday morning my mom was talking to me and she said something and I just lost it. I didn't cry for very long, just a few minutes...but that night something triggered it again and reminded me of everything that is happening with me and with Addison and I cried more. Now, I'm just trying not to tear up over little random things. It has been a really hard few days.