Last night was hard and I said things I regret to a person I care about so much...not mean things..just things that I should have kept to myself. I don't want our relationship to change and that scares me a lot.

On better notes!

I am going to spend my day doing the followingggg :

Hanging out with this lovely lady and working on our music video for drama class...and going shopping ;) 

 Read more of this marvelous book :) UGH! They are so good! I can't wait for all the movies to come out!

And work on my music!!! :)

I had a recital this morning and as I was leaving one of the ladies from the class came up to me and was like "I wanted to ask you, Do you ever get nervous when you sing? Because it just looks so natural for you!"

That was something I needed to hear. I'm going to throw all the frustration I have into my music...because that is the only thing I know how to do. And I'm going to throw all my love and anger and happiness and everything else in there too. 

And I am going to spend these last few weeks of school and the few days after to get in as much Bro time with Jelena as I can...because who knows when the next time I will get to see her will be?

I am thankful for this day though, and I am thankful that God gives new mercies every morning...because I think I will be needing a lot of those today. Haha!

Also, I am going to try and challenge my songwriting, because I can only improve right? Haha! There just isn't enough time in the day to do all the things I wish I could!

hahaha! Ohh and yesterday was Starwars Day! May the Fourth be with you! ;)