It is weird seeing parts of your life without me. I feel sad and hurt and strong and weak all at the same time. Things are weird for me. You were a strange chapter in my life and I still miss you. It's gotten easier not having you around though, but I still think about you all the time. Maybe I am a stronger person than I was then, and maybe I know what I want more than I ever did, and maybe I don't trust people so easily anymore, and maybe you took a part of my heart when you left, but things haven't changed much for me.


"I see I dismay you. I am slow, even dilatory. I should have declared myself at an earlier date. But there were, of course, the family obstacles which judgement always opposed to inclination...but the very strength of my attachment has made it impossible for me to conquer my feelings and I can only express the hope that these feelings will now be rewarded by your acceptance of my hand. There...You have said quite enough, Madam. I perfectly comprehend your feelings. Forgive me for having taken up so much of your time, and accept my best wishes for your health and happiness." -Pride and Prejudice