5:00 am realizations

While I'm not super excited that I have been waking up at 5:00 in the morning for no reason every single day this week, it has provided a lot of time to think. I don't know if you have ever been the only one awake in your house before, but it is surprisingly silent. There is not a single noise coming from anywhere in the house. You are left completely alone with your thoughts and that is a very rare thing. Sometimes I hate it, I hate waking up so early and laying in bed until I hopefully can fall back asleep. I have acquired this restlessness over the last few months. I cannot sit still for more than half an hour. I have to be doing something, always moving, always working on something. My mind is in this super weird 100 mile and hour mode, and it doesn't turn off, even at 5:00 in the morning.