I have to be honest

I am afraid of finishing this song, because you will hear it...and know it is about you. I am afraid that I won't be able to finish this song, because then you will never hear it and never know that it was about you. This is going to be hard, harder than I could explain. I have been thinking, and feeling a lot about this song...there are so many months of tired wanting tied up in this song. There are so many months of misunderstanding and dissatisfaction and anger and happiness wrapped up in this song. I had to feel it all so that you might feel...something. This has been the hardest one so far. This has been the most personal...and I feel differently about it all the time.