It feels so much later...

It has been raining all day long. Rain is one of my favorite things ever. I have spent the last two hours sitting up here, in the loft, doing homework, writing and listening to my rainy day playlist. I have spent a lot of time thinking about things. I have spent far too much time thinking about things, but that's just how it goes sometimes. You just have to spend too much time thinking about things sometimes. That's what tonight has been for me, I guess. I mean it didn't start that way. I got my braces off today, which was SUPER exciting! AHH! After lunch, I had to go back to get my retainer and so I skipped my fifth hour and got some food. I sat in my car eating Chick Fil-A and listening to the rain. It was nice, even if that's not how it sounds. I came back to school for the last hour of the day and went to practice. After practice I went to City Bites with Addi and Zac and we all got pumpkin cookies<3 Those are my favorite! All of that was great, and then I get home, and I'm stuck working on a song that I wrote/am writing about a guy that things just didn't go how I wanted them to. And I'm left thinking about all those feelings that I had when I wrote the song and it just sucks, ya know? I hope that once I finish this song, someone someday can hear it and relate to it. I hope that it helps them, because it is nights like tonight that I wish I could just sing this song really loud in my car, like I do with a lot of Adele songs ;) I want to do that for someone. I also kind of wonder what the guy behind the song will have to say once he hears it?