I made some decisions last night that I really hope I don't regret. I just couldn't continue with things the way they were. If there is anything that I have learned from yesterday its that you have no idea how long you have on this Earth. And I just can't imagine wasting anymore time trying to make something happen that just shouldn't. It sucks right now, it really does, but I think that it will be good in the end. I think that this is how it is supposed to be. I will finish the song I've been writing about it and keep my mouth shut.